Hey guys it's Just Me!
I'm sorry but todays post includes YouTube again...I'm a little obsessed! Anyway today was great I actually kinda enjoyed school for a change and meeting up with my friends after was really fun too, but now I just feel depressed. Me and my mam got talking about YouTube careers and she practically announced that I'm not good enough to be a YouTuber. Thanks mam! She started saying that you need to be loud and have a really amazing personality to be a YouTuber. I know where she's coming from, but I don't care! If I want to be a YouTuber and try hard to have a successful channel, that's my choice.
What's annoying as well is that now whenever I think about the future I just imagine any life that doesn't include a YouTube career as boring. I can't help it! Being a primary school teacher or whatever just seems boring compared to being a YouTuber. (No offence to any teachers out there!) For a while I was sure that I could make it as a YouTuber but now I'm not sure. Its the only job I would feel completely satisfied with. I've got to try.
I envy people who have realistic hopes for their future careers that they are happy with. I just wish that I could think like any other teenage girl and be excited to be a hairdresser or florist or whatever...but I'm not. I just have to accept the thought that I'm probably never going to make it as YouTuber and carry on with my life. My normal, ordinary, boring life.Sorry for getting so deep and emotional there, I just wanted to let it out. Despite what I said, if there's any chance that I could make it as a YouTuber then I'll take it. So I am going start making videos and try my best to get my name known on YouTube, I'll let you know if there's any updates.
Wish me luck!
Just Me

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